I am a Senior at college, I SHOULD be graduating in May, and I am going to pull all my hair out and my limbs off before then.
I have a lot to do in a little amount of time and all it does it make me freak out.
I AM FREAKED OUT!!! SEND HELP PLZ I NEED IT!!!
I applied to my masters program and waiting to see what is going to happen is the worst.
What if I don’t get in… then what do I do?
Am I even that smart?
What if I get in?
And if I do get in what if I fail?
What if I am not good or what if they hate me or what if what if what if?!
SO MANY WHAT IF’S THAT DON’T MAKE SENSE BUT I MAKE THEM MAKE SENSE IN MY HEAD AND I AM ALWAYS SCREAMING but I am done screaming and I’m fine.
I really am not overloaded this semester which scares me.
Like, I have 9 hours and two CL classes that I have to do for graduation and that’s it.
But I feel like these 9 hours are going to come back and bite me in the you-know-what and I am going to busier than I have ever been in my life.
College is so great and college is so fun.
Is it too early for a vacation?
I need one and classes just started TODAY.
I just have a lot of feelings and I feel like none of them are good.
I stress myself out and that is NOT acceptable if you look at our You Can Get It board.
I am NOT supposed to be doing that.
It’s so loud in this office I am about to cut my ears off.
But like for real just let’s all use our inside voices because we are inside.
Inside voices people…. there is no need in yelling at each other to talk.
Don’t tempt me.
I guess I need to do some actual work and stop talking to you guys.
Enjoy your Tuesday and don’t stress cry!